There is a right way to go about it and a wrong way however. It will be a more comfortable, experienced, knowledgeable and interesting self so by then it is fine. Think of it like going to Pua University, come for a few months, learn the stuff (go out sarging and being weird and lying) then go back to the real world. You will learn some definately new perpectives on the whole women situation. As you move about the room, positive perception of you will grow.

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